Grumpy,Grouchy!

Well, ts the time of the month again just that it hasnt arrived yet, but will be here soon.I'm like so irritated right now and I don't even know whats the cause of it. For Kc who'reading my blog everyday, to answer your question yes,I'm like this every month so when you feel that I'm not my usualy self and I tend to get a little bit cole well, you know what's coming.

Just snapped at my Granny who was lecturing me about how girls should know how to cook lar,clean the house and waking up early.I mean come on lar...I've been waking up early for like13 years already non stop for every year. And right now I'm having smth like a break and i wake up at 9 smth 10 smth not too late i think.Pretty reasonable I guess.And bout cooking? I can do a little bit of this and that....and where did that girls shouldknow how to cook come from?What is this the 1800's? Might as well not persue a degree and get married a few years back rite...then I'll be feeding this brood of kids...sigh.

And here's my mum nagging and saying I should be teaching my sister and not go out often........for crying out loud, my sister is 17 if she cant study on her own and her future blows up its her own fault alright. I already tried teaching her and she just isnt interested.I mean her Water Margin is too important for her to sacrifice not plahying with it to do some studying.If she wants to screw her life by not being able to think for herself at this age...well......her lost! I'm fed up with my mum telling me I should do this do that just to get her to study.if she's so persistant go do it herself man.My sister is utterly hopeless and a stubborn computer games playing freak. smart,fast learner but she doesnt appreciate and make use of them whats the point?Her future..her business...her problem. When i already try my best and she dont give a damn why should I even bother anymore.As if I don't have problems of my own.